NIGHTMARES



i'm having these horrible nighmares for 3 nights.
can anyone save me?
i'm gonna be crazy if this continues!

someone once told me,
even your best friend could betray you.
i believed him.
but now, i understand,
true best friends never betray each others.
they care for you as much as they care for themselves.
they could stay up all night waiting for a call to know that you're safe back home.
they would risk losing everything they have to help you.

to be honest,
i was really scared when i left my house that day,
i felt really lonely in the cab on the way to his house,
i even cried, tears streaming down my cheeks,
mich and clement called me,
it was nice to be able to talk to them on my way there.
at least i didn't felt so lonely.

when i was in asia cafe,
sitting next to my ex,
he felt like a total stranger to me.
he betrayed me.
i spent my night in the police station because of him.
lots of people called me while i was there.
i tried to pick up most of the calls,
but that darn police said i wasn't allowed to use my phone,
so i couldn't talk on the phone or even sms.
my dad picked me up around 1.
signed all the stupid papers then drove me home.
reached home at 2.

MONDAY 11-5-09
class was as usual.
BM teacher was absent,
so we did some chit chat at the back of the class.
i did actually realise some facts that i didn't know before.

1st. guys will actually marry his girlfriend if she got pregnant and they would want to keep that baby (when i said guys, i meant guys in my class)
2nd. apperently, kah chun is super in love with mich that he wants to give his virgin to her.
3rd. guys prefer to be sunat-ed cause it was hygiene.
4th. most of the guys are still virgin. =)


TUESDAY 12-5-09
i wanted to go to sunway for some shopping,
but failed to skip school.
so i went in to class after recess.
class was boring as usual.
skipped the last period and went to ipoh chicken rice for lunch.
yoon seng told me he met with B yesterday.
still friends. :)

met up with bro for a fair-well lunch @ OUG.
he's going back to NS tonight.
he changed quite a lot since recent training in NS.
more muscular and tanned.
=)


i just saw some friends blog.
and i just wanted to say,
snap out of it already!
it's been so long,
and it's not her fault that she's not in love with you anymore.
so stop being so lifeless cause it's not doing any good.

FRIDAY 15-5-09
skipped school since it's teachers day.
clement ffk-ed.
so i went to sri petaling.
met up with hansher and jing yuan @ net studio.
we walked to blitzone and stay there till 10.
then i went to sunway pyramid with jing yuan.
met with mich and that babi dudu.
shop a little, went back home around 3.

skipped school today cause i don't wanna take the add maths exam. =P

my cute niece

an uncle from the village, he's kind and cute.

look at his silver teeth!! =)my cute lil niece.
cute right !!

forcing a smile.

cousin sis, gianne yap.

TUESDAY
skipped exam today !!
brandon came to accompany me, but at last he got caught by lim yoke keng & lean !!
opppsyy !! sorry !!
then i was forced to run around school and forced to go in and take my sejarah paper!!
i didn't even touch my sejarah notes,
wait, i don't even have sejarah notes!!
haha.
then we were like talking in chinese cause the stupid teacher don't understand chinese.
luckily clement pass his answer to me at the last 5 minutes.
had to copy quickly then pass it back to him.
okay,
so i will get some marks for sejarah,
or maybe if i'm lucky,
i will PASS my sejarah paper !!


WEDNESDAY
had my econ paper today!
it was easy !!
everyone copied my answer !!
haha.
and i hate arab saudi !!
STUPID !
i wrote sistem ekonomi perancangan pusat but actually it is S.E. ISLAM !!
and BM was hard,
i guess.
cause i didn't really study.
who cares, i don't have purata this time !!

will be leaving malaysia and off to hainam island for 7 days!
miss me, darlings !!

i just ffk-ed my girl!!
haha. sorry mic !!
but i heard that you had a great time kissing !!
so...
i'll assume you won't blame me. =P

okay, now i feel like talking about last night!
it's was fun, i guess...
except for the part when the guys started talking about cars.
others were fun.
wanted to go yamcha @ steven's corner
but...
the guys said it was boring.
so went to a unknown mamak store that have air-cond.
seriously, i don't know where is it.
first time there,
and it was damn cold!
then wait for everyone to finish their meal,
and home it was...
to take my jacket.
had to sneak in to my own house to not get seen by my parents.
haha.
used about 20 minutes to get a stupid jacket!
but i was really cold la!!

went to see night views around OUG.
lol.
it's wasn't nice!!
then talked crap with the guys.
and there was a lame joke about marcus's name.
LOL
it's took me 10 minutes to understand!!
it was in cantonese and mine is ain't that good la!!
the guys were great.
they keep explaining until i got it!
haha.

oh ya,
i think i'm in love with marcus

-




-




-



MARCUS's car!!
hahah.
gonna get a picture of it next time!

hello!
everyone, i'm back!

lets start with my school life.
school was... boring!! as usual la!
didn't get involve in much trouble lately!
=D
was really good these few days.
and i really mean GOOD!
michelle and i were like in class whole day, (almost)
we didn't bring our phone to school,
we did some homework,
tried to listen to what teacher was teaching...
but.
FAILED!!
haha.
i'll try harder next time.
and yea,
we finished our kerja amal!!
so, we did not get gantung.
=)

next...
was on the phone with brandon just now,
and guess what...
i'm teaching him tuition!!
starting this friday!!
haha
gonna blog about it then.
=)

oh yeah, to that bitch out there who treat me as her "best friend". be careful.

p.s. your boy is not romantic because you're his girl. he's so romantic while with others.

HE DON'T LOVE YOU! =) too bad.

SCHOOL LIFE SUCKS

got caught ponteng by disciplin teachers cause our gooooodddd friend was sooooo freaking goooddd to say our names out.
so...
kena 99!!
then hai lat la!!
okay.
next...
was called to the disciplin room...
then DIE again!
it was totally not what we expected!
they didn't see us just because of the ponteng case!
don't know which BITCH go to tell lim yoke keng that we were *******
FUCKED up alrd!
all the disciplin teachersss were like surrounding me, questioning!!
then i had to act like i don't know anything!!
damn stupid la!
the funniest part is when mr. lean sort of started to leacture me.
his eyes were like popping out, it was like droping out alrd la!
felt like laughing but had to show a serious face.
so..
was being leactured for about 2 hours.
had to stand for 2 hoursss
then at last they need see my parentss!!
SOH !!

class was as usual.
ponteng-ed much of it.
not really in the mood for studies right now.
lots of things seems to be happening these few days.
and you know what,
i'm really sick and tired of this kinda life!
i'm just a 16 years old teenager!
the presure is driving me crazy!
but yea,
i still have my girls by my side.
and i'm on their's too!
you do anything stupid to hurt them again,
and i'll pour acid on your face.
i mean it!

oh ya.
saw the note you left us.
apologize accepted.
just don't do anything silly again. =)
best friends are meant to be together.

i just saw something and i'm so damn pissed of it!!!!
you cheated on us!
i HATE you.
i know she do too!
forget about tomorrow's date!
you owe me a SORRY.

the name list for those who managed to changed their classes are finally out!!
MICHELLE NG BEE KENG MANAGED TO TRANFER TO 4P2!!!
gonna be in the same class with her!!!!!!!
woyeah~

4-1-09 sunday
today, he went away.
away from my life,
away from malaysia,
away from my everything.

from today onwards,
there will not be us,
only you and me.

goodbye babe.
i'm not going to go your fare-well party
i'm not gonna go to the airport to say goodbye
cause,
i really don't wanna shed my tears,
because i know you will be back as you promised.

but now, i really do wonder,
who's gonna be there for me when you're gone.
to be true,
i'm so gonna miss you.

GOODBYE my dear kim.

3-1-09 SATURDAY
mum and dad went to genting for the night.
wanted to go out but at last failed to do so.

someone told me that my class for next year is 4P2.
WTH.
and michelle is in 4P4.
so not in the mood to go back to school!

1-1-2009 THURSDAY
went out with my darl, mic AGAIN.
then went to her house.
used her comp to do something!!
haha.
btw, her "baby" was really very dirty and ugly.
ewllll.
we even had a pillow fight!!! =)
haha.

i'm seriosly not in the mood for going back to school right now!!
grrhhhh.
missing kim badly right now.
but i'm gonna see him later!!
=D

31-12-2008 WEDNESDAY
did not went anywhere to count down since the traffic was so bad or should i say horrible!!
and michelle's mr pangkor was with his heng daisss.
so we decided to have our little count down party at my house.
it was really a very last minute thing.
only a few ppl could make it here.
michelle came around 5 and we went to sri petaling to wait for kim kim.
he teman-ed us for dinner at a sea food restaurant at subang.
chilled at weng hong's hse for a while then went back to my house to count down.
climbed up to the roof at 11.30 pm to wait till midnight.
had a little chit-chat with our new friend, weng hong.
something funny happened while we were on the roof.
hong's spec dropped off and kinda fell apart.
oooppppsss.
new year new specs kan?
the fire works were not that nice since we could only see those from bukit jalil.
but we really had some fun playing on the roof. =)
love kim soooo much. <3
HAPPY NEW YEAR, my darls!!

went to take my PMR results today.
7A's 1B.
not bad eh?
=)

MONDAY 29-12-2008
went to midvalley at 2 to meet with my darl mic AGAIN!
she was totally in a rotten mood cause that mr. pangkor ffk-ed her at the last minute.
had to rush there since she was yelling on the phone like a mad woman.
totally understand her feeling cause she was looking forward to this date.
i reached mv in 10 minutes after recieving her call.

yiwei michelle
where are you?
here la. u?
i reached d. meet where?
front door la.
okay.

i waited for like 5 minutes! then...
where are you!
at the front door lo~
i'm at the front door la.
wait. just now you meant midvalley as your ussual place right?
no la. sunway la!
fuck @#$%&*
diu @#$%^&*

we were scolding each other for about 5 minutes...
stop!!
okay.
you come to midvalley la.
an lah!

then as ussual.
she called kim kim to fetch her up to midvalley.
we just love kim so much.
he's always so free and he never says no!
=)

they reached in 10 minutes.
kim left us alone cause we needed some girls talk.
listened to michelle
i knew it wouldn't end so quickly.
sms-ed mum to not wait me for dinner.
so, we talk and scold and bla bla bla...
and guess what.
time just pass so quickly and it was already 8.
and we totally forgot about kim!
called him up.
he was still in mv waiting for us.
felt so sorry to him.
decided to go to his place to have a little chit-chat or maybe watch dvd.
went to get his car and guess what.
he placed some stuffed toys in his car just because i said i like those cars with cute teddy bears or dogs or just anything cute.
love him so damn much!
chilled at his place for a while then decided to watch a movie.
but we were really tired.
so...
search through those dvd's in his hse and decided to watch L for love, L for lies.
it was quite an old movie *i think it was out on march 08*
mic and i cried like babies especially at the end.
we fell asleep while chit-chating and went home after we woke up.

kim drop mic at her hse and wanted to yamcha @ steven corner since it was so near.
but it was almost midnight and we were really exhausted.
so he drove me home and went home after that.

p/s: maybe if you said i love you once more, i would have said yes.

brandon changing =)

home =)

i quit my job!!!!!
was really tired of working,
and missed lots of party and fun just because of my job,
so i decided to quit!!
tata!!

I LOVE MICHELLE NG BEE KENG!!

she's my darling for life.
i dislike her complicated life!! =)
she's unique and loyal to love (i guess)
she is still virgin! lol.
she's easy to talk to but had to please. XP
there's no secret between us! except for that time she did not tell me *something* for 2 days!!

8 years and still going!!

p/s: it's 5.25pm, and i officially got enough from him and i quit! i don't hate you! but i don't love you anymore!! goodbye.

Tagged by my mummy, esther
Starting time : 12.30pm

Name : Soon Yi Wei
Sisters : none
Brothers : 2
Shoe size : 5
Height : *ahem*
Where do you live : Taman Yarl
Favourite drinks : Yogurt
Favourite breakfast : Toast *i guess*
Have you ever been on a plane : Yea
Swam in the ocean : nope
Fallen asleep in school : Yeah, i was very tired.
Broken someones heart : nope, i'm a good girl =)
Fell off your chair : nope
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Yea =D
Saved e-mails : Nope
What is your room like : like a room? ^^
What's right beside you : my phone
What is the last thing you ate : sausage

Ever had chicken pox : Yeah. when i was 6.
Sore throat : now? nope.
Stitches : nope
Broken nose : nope
Do you believe in love at first sight : YEAH~ =)
Like picnics : i guess so.
Who was the last person you danced with : forgot.
Last made you smile : michelle. last night. =)
You last yelled at : michelle. on the phone. =D

Today did you
Talk to someone you like : nope
Kissed anyone : nope
Get sick : nope
Talked to an ex : nope
Miss someone : yea

Do you sleep with stuffed animals : yeah~ my teddy bear!! <3 color="#663366">What's under your bed : nothing
Who do you really hate : some bitch
What time is it now : 2.06pm

RANDOM:
Q : Is there a person who is on your mind right now : yeah
Q : Do you have any siblings : yeah
Q : Do you want children : SURE
Q : Do you smile often : when i have the mood
Q : Do you like your hand-writing : sometimes
Q : Are your toenails painted : just rubbed off =(
Q : Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : my friend's =D
Q : What colour shirt are you wearing : white
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday : resting after work!!
Q: I can't wait to : SPM to be over
Q: When did you cry last : quite a long time ago
Q: Are you a friendly person: sometimes
Q: Do you have any pets : yeah
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now : at home

Did the last person you held hands with you mean anything to you now? : i guess so
Do you sleep with the TV on? : yeah~
What are you doing right now? : watching movies while doing this tag. =)
Have you ever crawled through a window? : yeah. more than once and i dislike that.
Can you handle the truth? : yeah. i rather hear the truth than being lied to.
Are you closer to your mother or father? : mummy
Who was the last person you cried in front of? : me, myself & i
How many people can you say you've really loved? : am i?
Do you eat healthy? : yes
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: nope
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : yes
How often do you go to church? : nope.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : michelle or my darlsssss.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : mostly loud, but i could be quite sometimes. it depends.
Are you confident? : yeah

Things I was doing 10 years ago..

how would i remember. i was 5! =)

Things on my to-do list today.
1. reat
2. finish all my movies, or most of it.
3. ask my mummy about the trip

5 snacks I enjoy..
1. chocolates
2. ice-cream
3. sweetssss.
4. bubble gum
5. pop-corn


5 things I would do if I were a billionaire..
1. shop like a mad woman!!!
2. get married. lol.
3. built a palace-like-house =)
4. travel to places i love!
5. buy a nicccceeeeee carrrrrrrr.


5 of my bad habits..
1. talk on the phone too often
2. spend too much moneyyyyy.
3. too talkative =)
4. sometimes greedy.
5. unpatient.


5 places I have lived in..
1. my home sweet home.
2. my aunty house
3. hotel
4. a rent apartment
5. a small house by the seaside =) (i loved that place)


5 jobs I've had..
1. student
2. waitress at a restaurant
3. michelle's best friend =D
4. the 3rd person to know a real big secret.
5. ex-PKT of of 3B5. haha


5 people I tag.
michelle
hwei hng
amanda
alyssa
yean wearn

really tired!!!!!!!!!! =)

held a birthday party at my house on sat.
i really gotta thanks those who managed to make it since everything was really a last minute thing.
everybody started arriving around 5.30.
mee ling and hwei hng was among the first to arrive.
i wasn't even at home when they arrived!! XD
went to pearl point to pick up feng jie,
and had to lead the way to my house for ee theng and ee ying since they can't find it!!
owh, foochok came to my house to shower and *guess what*
i've got some pictures of it!! haha.
pingmay also came!!
then those guys came late.
arrived around 8!

after dinner, everybody started minum minum minum.
especially those "ma lat lou" *haha*
minum like ganasnya!!
finished all the beer in the fridge!
then those not cold one they also finish half of it...
some of us played true or dare,
or should we just call it dare and dare!!
you will get it after viewing the pictures!! xp

almost everyone went home at midnight,
except for those guys who continue minum minum minum!
then went "nathan" around 2 to SHISHA!!!
haha.
actually they wanted to overnight at my place,
but my mum dislike foochok too much!!
haha. so they went to Josephine's house.

owh. i just wanna say:
i fucking love my friends!!

i'm going midvalley with michelle,
to find a JOB~
i know it's a bit late, but wish me luck!!!

today was graduation day for the form 5's and upper 6's.
someone told me
"hahaha.. what a great day! feel damn happy to graduate from hell."

after school, i went to mic's house to take some cloths.
then we went to my house to get ready for ee ying's halloween party!
actually we didn't really dressed up as ghost or witches and stuffs.
we just put on some make up and nail polish.

reached ee ying's house on 6.30.
her witch costume was cute. kimberly's was also nice.
she dressed as a england doll.
ohya, wen yi's was also nice.
she's a GHOST!!!!!!!!!!!
we watch a ghost movie but it was so boring so we didn't finish it.

some funny things happend in the private room for make up.
kok kiat wanted to write his name on his cheek,
so i took an eye liner and started drawing.
his name was sooooooo damn looooonnnnnngggg la.
BENJAMIN!!!
so i only wrote benjiZ.
the Z was his idea.

haha. but that ee theng started to help him to put on make up.
oh my god. she put on a really dark eye shadow for him.
he looked like he been punched on the eye!!!
and i also took a picture of him.
=D

we went trick-or-treat-ing house to house,
it was quite fun la.
especially when we enter a "gui lou"s house,
they were also celebrating halloween,
they were very friendly,
they invited us to enter their house,
all of them were wearing real cute costumes!!

then i went back around 10~
it was actually still early la.
but michelle dad came alrd.
so, bye-bye~



pictures